Screw prince charming

"When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales I meet Prince Charming and he's everything I ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so I always know who he is. Then I grow up and I realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as I thought. I realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot. He's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair"

A day with Vi and Vi

Vivi Lolong, Vivi Hasan, and me

Hot-Fudge, my Favorite dessert in Fish & co. Ahhh I want more :O

Are you qualified?

Hello there. I just wanna share my thoughts. I'm sorry before if I say something not good or maybe rude, but I'm very stressed and upset at the moment. I'll tell you this. When I was in high school, I used to be the coolest girl on earth. People said I'm super arrogant and heartless. That's why I've been trying to be more nice and friendly, though it's a hard thing to do since I don't like talk that much. The limit of my patience has come to the end when some boys add my bb pin and keep texting, saying something stupid and ridiculous. Yes of course I've already deleted those contacts, but it didn't make me feel any better. I wanna say that I won't be in love with anyone who seek my attention in that kind of way. It's really hard for me to be attracted to opposite sex. Umm, stop talk about this, lets have some Fun!

Easy ways to win my heart:

1. Call me a name other than ‘baby’, 'gorgeous', 'sweetheart', or whatever you say. It's eww.

2. Get along with my mom, dad, & 4 big bros (my sister & my grannies are easy to win over)

3. Avoid late night phone calls and texting all day. Text me 2-3 times a week is even better.

4. Love God and your parents more than me. I don’t have to be your first priority (!)

5. Honesty. Honesty. Honesty. Oh and did I say honesty? (!)

6. When I’m in a bad mood, keep your mouth closed. Most guys just don’t get that.

7. Never isolate me with your poor judgment and jealousy.

8. Don't spend too much time with me. I get bored easily.

9. Be cool! People say I'm cool, so just beat my coolness and you're in (!)

10. Be committed to the happiness of others, though not forgetting about your own.

11. I like smart people, doesn’t have to be a genius.

12. Play hard to get sometimes, but don’t let me get frustrated.

13. Mean it, when you say those three special words.

14. Never compare me to other girls, or leave. I'll find someone better

15. Never try to impress me with your dad's money, it makes me laugh instead (!)

16. Help me become a better person in any aspects.

17. Say something until it makes me want to come and find you.

18. Tell me i’m pretty even if i look like shit haha..

19. Be a good hugger. Hugs from behind are the best. Hug me when I’m sad, for no reason.

20. Last but not least, be God-fearing. A relationship that includes God definitely lasts (!)

Fulfill it all, and I'm yours

PS: don't take this too serious, I'm bored, hope my mood gets better as the week goes on!
None of these matter because there is someone who has already won my heart♥

AHE Orphanage

My very good friend, Puspo, told me that he wanted to go to orphanage to celebrate his and my (really belated) birthday. It was Sunday and I decided to join him. Puspo and Renata picked me up from her house and we went to a christian orphanage which is quite far from my house. Finally we arrived in a narrow four floor house. It was my first visit to "Ada Hari Esok" Orphanage in my city. As soon as we entered the premises, we were greeted by a woman. She shown me the bedrooms, study room, and the worship room. She also explained about some regulations in the orphanage.

After chatting with her for few minutes, we went to see the kids. What I saw there moved my soul. There were around 40 kids out there. Some were too small, some were toddler, while some are teenagers. This orphanage keeps kids up to 18 years of age. Once they cross 18 years, they are sent to another city where they are admitted in school run by this trust.

As soon as kids saw us, they literally ran towards us. I took one of them and lifted her. While I was playing with her, another kid was tapping my legs. I guess he wanted to say "take me too" trying to seek our attention. Some were showing us their skill in playing music instruments (which is amazed me, wow). Some were crying.

We had bought some food items for the orphanage, so I distributed the food to those kids one by one. They really happy and delighted to see us, and so do we! After having lunch together, the woman started to lead a prayer, sing some christian songs, and asked those kids (and also us) to sing and dance together. That was really fun. After around 2 hours play together, we took some pictures together, then said goodbye to them.

I wondered how deprived this kids were because they didn't have parents to love them and take care of them. Some of them are unlucky because their parents had died but many of them were unlucky because their parents left them on doorsteps of the orphanage. Many children are abandoned because child is born out of unmarried couple and social taboo makes mother abandon the child. While some are simply abandoned because child which is born is girl, WTF. While some leave their child because they cannot afford it. Sad. This visit made me feel lucky that I was born in family which loved me and cared for me. Thank you because this visit made me keep visiting orphanage again and again.